30 DMT Day 23: Resting up, healing and small tweaks

by Crystal on February 19, 2008

This entry is part 27 of 38 in the series 30DMT

30 Day Manifestation Trial – prelaunch Day 1 of the 30 Day Manifestation Trial

Was meant to be going to a meeting this morning, had arranged release from work for it, but after yesterday just had to call in and say sorry. I spent most of the day with my leg up resting – when my partner came over after lunch he helped me get up and got me some water for painkillers so I could get moving again. Needless to say, having been travelling all yesterday I hadn’t been focusing on any conscious healing. I went into the medical centre where some confusion emerged as to whether I do or don’t have a fracture. My regular doctor is back tomorrow so I’ll get the actual x rays to her, but one thing’s sure – all the stairs and walking on Monday seems to have set me back a bit, and visualisation of healing doesn’t do much for pain. It seems to promote a lot of itching, actually, more than anything else. With the Dr I saw telling me it was just tissue damage, I didn’t use the crutches much once I got home, but I was feeling it by the time I got to bed.

I was pretty much 100% focused on healing and health today, so again the routine went to the backburner. I did get some of it done, though, including finally getting a tweak done to play the audio I wanted while watching a sound free version of the 5k per day video.

Checklist:

  • Manifestation course – Morning routine -> Not for the targets of this trial. I kinda did a bit towards healing though.
  • MP3 Audio lesson -> Skipped this one with no train journey today
  • ‘Abundance’ guided manifestation -> Yes, in the morning while I was stuck in bed.

  • 5mins of handbook -> No, skipped this one too.
  • Daily 15m ‘goals’ walk -> Again no.
  • Spend at least 1hr/day on my PC at home, to allow Motivator & Subliminal-Power software some time to work on me. -> About an hour, wasn’t watching time exactly.
  • Blog update in evening & BWE track before sleep -> Healing BWE while waiting at the Drs. Wrote blog entry for later upload. BWE on sleep as well.

  • Inspired Action: –> Fixing my 5k per day track, and blogging onto paper

There’s a bit of a conflict between the goals of the trial, the sense of obligation to the new place and the self-care aspects of healing right now, so none of them are getting the time or attention they really deserve. My first priority right now is to clarify exactly what is wrong with my regular Dr tomorrow so I can direct my focus and make my decisions accordingly – while it would have been great to find out there was no break and I could pretty much walk around normally, having tried it today I’m really feeling something wrong tonight. We’ll see.


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