30 DMT Day 20: I discover flying & conscious healing

by Crystal on February 17, 2008

This entry is part 23 of 38 in the series 30DMT

30 Day Manifestation Trial – prelaunch Day 1 of the 30 Day Manifestation Trial

You know how I said it was normal for obstacles to come up just before you reach your goals? Well I came up against a doozy. On my way to go pick up the new big screen monitor yesterday (day 20), I missed a step coming out of my apartment, and landed at the bottom without my feet ever touching the ground. Of course, the bits that did touch on the way down are now all kinds of wonderful colours, and the Dr tells me I have a fractured fibula, but I still got my monitor!!! I got to spend the rest of the day afterwards waiting around the hospital for various things, though, and I know why they call them “patients” (I was, he wasn’t). Didn’t get home til fairly late and didn’t feel up to setting it up let alone doing the rest of my routines, but this morning he gave it a go – thank heavens for my partner… Now it’s working I’m posting again.

I also discovered a new use for the BWE stuff I have. One of the tracks I got from a different site (currently closed to new membership, sorry) has a “healing” track I played overnight, adding in my own visualisations. My hip was really bad yesterday, today I’m only feeling twinges so long as I don’t overdo things. After the ten tons of bandages came off my leg (they got wet and clumped up) I almost felt like I was back to normal, although admittedly I haven’t tried to go for any walks or anything today. The shin break gets my focus tonight, but not having seen any of the x-rays they took makes it a bit harder to visualise. I’m calling it “conscious healing” because that’s exactly what I’m trying to do with it, so I’ll keep you up to date on how well it continues.

Anyway, I guess the bouncing up and down and 20m exercise parts of the morning routine might have to go on hold for a while. I’ll do a full entry tonight, but for yesterday’s missed one…

  • Manifestation course – Morning routine -> Got visualisations done, did my last bouncing session for a while – even if I didn’t know it at the time – but didn’t do the exercise because we had a late txt from the monitor seller asking us to come up early. I THOUGHT there’d be plenty of time afterwards…
  • Daily Awakening OR Daily Email exercises (not going to push for both for a while) -> Got quite a rude awakening but not by doing these, I’m afraid.
  • 5mins of handbook -> brought this to the hospital but spent most of the visit a) waiting and b) soothing impatiently pacing partner from getting frustrated with waiting.
  • Guided “Money Beliefs” meditation -> Was going to do it at night with BWE, but after BWE healing session the mp3 player ran out of juice again. It’s never seen so much use, I never used to have to charge it more than once a month or so. It’s charging as we speak.

  • Daily 15m ‘goals’ walk -> No. This one’s on hold until further notice, I’ll replace it with a modified version with 15m goals dialog instead.
  • Watch $5k per day Subliminal Video at least twice, work on getting to 20m. Play Mind Movie, once or twice daily, once completed -> Watched Mind Movie once, $5k per day once – that was all I got in before we left to pick up my new monitor, which I hoped to see the rest on. Best laid plans, I guess..
  • Spend at least 1hr/day on my PC at home, to allow Motivator & Subliminal-Power software some time to work on me. -> Um, no.
  • Blog update in evening & BWE track before sleep (combining these to one entry) -> Didn’t update yesterday, am doing it today. Played a different BWE track for healing, which seemed to work wonders on the hip I was worried about.

  • Inspired Action: Going to the hospital, but not until AFTER we got the screen. Otherwise I still wouldn’t have it. Was a great test of my stress/relaxation work.

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